today i had a laughing marathon, well... literally ah. HAHAHAHA. k thinking of it makes me laugh again. we laughed frm around suntec area rigggghhhht to ard kovan.... and it still continues to punggol and den back to sengkang. we were in our transport back home.
why? becos kan, kita when in the stupid ahpek van, we nearly got into an accident. dgn moto ahbeng ni dgn matair dia. nasib seh. horn peh rabak. terperanjat nak mampos siak aku. nasib tak mampos. tsk. skali dorang maki2 (dedua cina la kan) ahpek fierce seh. dia tanpa segan silu point middle finger kat ahbeng tu. tapi lepas dedua da exchange their so-called 'greetings' moto tu pun berdesuuuut la terus. kita belok kanan. skali da belok kanan, ada satu abang brader kita. dia naik gilera color red and black. dia stop seblah kanan of the van. he was there throughout the whole commotion ah kira. beh dia signal apeeee nta kat ahpek tu. member pun signal balik. macam paham siak ahpek. den aku duduk blakang ina, den ayul was sitting behind me. beh abang brader kita tgk ina, dia angkat tangan... (ina, aku tau kau excited tapi kau setep kong. wakakkakaka. jgn nak setep macho k.) beh brader kita ni eye contact kat kita and senyum.... hahaahhaa. klakar siak. malas ah aku nak type the full story. mcm tkde ooomph. kalau nak tau full story, turun tmpat keje aku, cari minah nama ina. dia manager. k? dia mesti happy gila punya nak ceritakan korang. tapi upset eh dia belok jalan nicoll highway. wakakkakakkakakaka. kimek. jadi gila siak aku ketawa dgr story dongeng ina. aku pun biasa ah. mampu tambah2 sikit2 je.
"NAMPAKNYE, KAHWIN LA AKU TAHUN DEPAN...NI BALIK KENA KEJUTKAN MAK AKU NI.... NAK KENA BILANG DIA" "eh geng, aku rasa dia tinggal daerah kallang atau bedok ah. tu dia jalan nicoll highway tu" " malam ni tido kena pakai baju kurung ah... mana tau.. besok pagi nk nikah.." "alah, kalau da jodoh tk kemana....... confirm jmpa nye. sia2 je selama ni aku g club etc2. buang2 duit aku. padahal kat tepi road bleh jumpa jodoh. kalau aku tau, aku dari dulu naik van ahpek ni."
kecoh ah lu ina. aku type2 benda2 yg kau merepek ni aku ketawa sorang2 kau tau tak? hahahahha. da ah. tu je update. aku penat siak. baru skg rasa ngantok. tapi aku lapar!!! camane? aku cannot make up my mind. nak masak maggie nanti da tk terlarat nak makan pasal da ngantok sangat! kalau nak tido nanti tak lena pasal lapar sangat! ahh nanti da off laptop baru aku fikir betul2 ah. k selamat malam ya semua. jgn kangen sama aku yaaaa. daaaaaaaa. __________________________________________ "kadang2 kalau nak g makan takde members nak teman, macam...sedih seh."
Sunday, April 22, 2007
The Aquarius Lover:Expect problems. One minute they'll love you then the next they'll hate you. They hate domineering lovers who restrict their freedom almost as much as they despise the emotional weakling who is emotionally dependent on them.
Aquarius Positive Traits Friendly and humanitarian Lively, Honest and loyal Original and inventive Independent and intellectual Like to be different
Aquarius Negative Traits Intractable and contrary Perverse and unpredictable Unemotional and detached Chaotic and rebellious.
Aquarius Personality Profile One of the most friendliest people you will find, The Aquarius sun sign is the one you can count on to stand by your side and comfort you when you are feeling blue. They are good listeners, and care deeply for their friends. To people they are not close to however, they can be somewhat detached.
These are lively people, very inventive and enjoy being original. Aquarians always seem :out of step" with the rest of the world, this is due to their ever striving to be different. Anything goes with them, and sometimes they can be considered quite eccentric. Funny thing is aquarians are happy to be eccentric! Although it can be somewhat difficult to get close to aquarius, this sign is know as "fixed" so that means if you do succeed in getting close, they will be loyal and faithful.
Aquarius can be unpredictable The aquarius personality tends to be chaotic and unpredictable, sometimes stubborn and rebellious even to the extremes of cranky and perverse. (this are rare negative traits). This sign, a person that is totally dedicated to being unconventional, tends to remain in a rigid unrecognizable pattern when conducting their daily life. Aquarius is also a zodiac sign that can become detached to the point of coldness, making it hard for us ordinary "mortals" to understand them. Aquarius people tend to not really care what others think of them, or the world for that matter.
eh how come everybody always experience infatuation and i DON'T?
am i normal?????????? its a sunday evening and im feeling lazy. and tmr im wrkg from 1-7pm. argh... penat siak. tonight got ugly betty! yes!
_____________________________________________________________ and you think it was that simple.
hey. work was okay justnow. managed to upload songs frm work's pc. BEST GILA. hp gua skarang da maju ke hadapan. JANGAN MARAH.
hahahaha. k whatever.
hanis came by today with his gf. sweet girl. (: so happy for him. he just said hi and i think both of them went makan at marina square. it wasnt much of a crowd until the final part when we're abt to start doing closing. yes. i hate tt part. who doesnt?
was blog-hopping for a few minutes. i find it rather funny. some blogs are pretty..well, uhhmmm... detailed? like every detail. like for eg. "i woke up at so-and-so. and i went to eat b'fast den i went to bathe. den i went out with my lovely frens....den we went to eat. omg omg. i miss them even tho i just met them jsnow. i wonder when is our next meeting" bla3.
i dont mean to be rude or anything. butttttttttt. must they really tell every detail? like not only for one entry. all of it la seh. wah bagus jugak eh memory dorang nak recap semua. hehuha. but funny ah. mcm entertained kejap kan baca dorang nye entry. ada la aku ingat entry aku semua boring nak mampos... skali. ish takde lahhhh. ada yg boring anjing. WAKWKAWKAKWAKAK. least to say, im not alone....baby! eh ... beh kan... yani da break up dgn matnoh. kesian eh. apa la nasib. but well.... what to do. we're destined to be with each other. da brape kali aku ckp, degil jugak budak yani ni tau. HAHAHAHHA.
k merepek. aku da penat. aku nak mandi. badan aku bau kopi. kopi KAO. rabak. muka aku sticky. contacts aku da nak patah in seribu pieces pasal macam da kering sgt. k bye. i love you all!
*feeling macam mereka2 itu.
<3.
Saturday, April 21, 2007
niari is a saturday and im working frm 6pm - closing. tts the peak hours and im workingggggg. argh. but takpe ah. shima ada. yayyyyy.
enjoy your wkends everybody. happy chalet-ing, jb-ing,club-ing, melaka-ing. i need to get a life pretty badly. k bye!
Thursday, April 19, 2007
AS I MUCHHHHH ASSSS I HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TO ADMIT.
i was looking through the older entries just now. like a few minutes ago. and....................it really hit me. times have changed. hes not like those ' i know i can count on you' kindda thing anymore. no more spontaneous
"eh where are you?" "oh.. at so-and-so" "meet me ah. i finishing work/etc" "okay ill be there in a while"
NO MORE. hahaha. silly me. hes sooooo long gone. only now tt reality strucked me. only noww i realised. if hes reading this, just wanted him to know tt he's being missed badly. and tt... aftr reading the past posts, i just wanted to say tt i really appreciate those times spent. it was beyond words. weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ maybe he'll go..."ape siak dekni". or.... "whatever la eh". lol. aku rasa la kan. taktau pulak......
funny ah thinking abt the klakar times. like how he gave me the 'stitch' keychain when we're at vivocity after a movie nearing 12midnight when it was my bday. den he blanja makan at spize - or whatever its spelt like. den on his bday, he vomitted after eating till he cried. and i just stood there and laughed. HAHAHAHA. ok. now im smiling to myself. getting to know his close friends... those story-telling sessions at causeway point carpark after movies.
OK DA STOP. STOP ITTTTTTTTTTT.
ok tu je la. aku can go on forever.
loves, ints "sappy" santoso.
__________________________________________________________ "no room for sympathy, no room for sadness, no room for mercy."
Monday, April 16, 2007
you know the feeling of tt person you truly adore just calls you up and ask how's your day. the ones tt are often taken granted of. going out just two person aimlessly. the warmth of their body hugging you frm behind. wonderful feeling of undescribe-able happiness and contentment. knowing tt the next day will be fine no matter what. late night phone calls till the wee hours in the morning. birds chirped and only then we know its been a really long phone conversation. late night suppers. the hours just keep on moving fast. bringing the words like 'i miss you', 'take care' and etc another notch up. ahhhhhhhh life is wonderful.
i so miss it. k sappy. period.
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Like A Star - corrine bailey rae
Just like a star across my sky, Just like an angel off the page, You have appeared to my life, Feel like I'll never be the same, Just like a song in my heart, Just like oil on my hands, Oh.. I do love you,
Still i wonder why it is, I don't argue like this, With anyone but you, We do it all the time, Blowing out my mind,
You've got this look i can't describe, You make me feel like I'm alive, When everything else is a fade, Without a doubt you're on my side, Heaven has been away too long, Can't find the words to write this song, Oh.,.. Your love,
Still i wonder why it is, I don't argue like this, With anyone but you, We do it all the time, Blowing out my mind, I have come to understand,
The way it is, It's not a secret anymore, 'cause we've been through that before, From tonight I know that you're the only one, I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand, I wonder why it is, I don't argue like this, With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is, I wont let my guard down, For anyone but you We do it all the time, Blowing out my mind,
Just like a star across my sky, Just like an angel off the page, You have appeared to my life, Feel like I'll never be the same, Just like a song in my heart, Just like oil on my hands
this is what i call beautifulllllll lyrics. anyway my saturday wasnt tt bad. went to k.aisha birthday chalet at pasir ris. pics are already up yo. i really hope she like her present (dorothy perkins halter neck top - black) hahaha. black is the new black, everybody.
now im back home. i miss my room. i miss my room smell. hahaha. gila. i miss just lazying around doing nothing at home. been taking care of atok for a nearly a week plus already. its like everyday the same sia. 2am sleep, wake up at 9am but force myself to sleep till 12+pm. then wake upppppp kemas, masak, watch tv, eat. napping time till abt 5-6pm then bathe. then tv again. eat. then sometimes just go downstairs buy drink. tu je. kira kalau turun bawah blk tu da boleh consider under the category of 'fun activity' ah. lol.
the simple things tt are often overlooked will always be the things tt you'll miss first. well, at least to me i guess. haha! k merepek.
so 7 girls are set to make slumber party. venue not sure yet but im gonna make damn sure tt there'll be f-u-n. update soon. uploading the final album.
xoxo, Ints.
Monday, April 09, 2007
rivermaya concert was AWESOME baby! upload the pics soooooooon. very sleepy. if only i can type lying flat on my back facing the ceiling straight up. mesti best gilaaaaaa.
oh, and OUCH. dia ckp dia taktau la. oh wow.
aku da penat ah sehh. tired. capek. penat.
sontoloyo!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, April 05, 2007
biarkan waktu hapus aku: i frgot to tell u tadi.
biarkan waktu hapus aku. she digs u
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. dig ma nose.
biarkan waktu hapus aku. really la
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. hekehke ok
biarkan waktu hapus aku. happy ah tu!
biarkan waktu hapus aku. hmph Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. hapi?
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. tak pon
biarkan waktu hapus aku. bedek.
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. if i am~ i kept asik u WHO WHO WHO
biarkan waktu hapus aku. :P Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. sapa sak nie
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. n shes not on ya friend list..?
biarkan waktu hapus aku. no
biarkan waktu hapus aku. cos i delte her
biarkan waktu hapus aku. cos she say she digs u
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. kehkehhe
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. rabaks
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. mukhakha..
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. hw she knows me ?
biarkan waktu hapus aku. nta
biarkan waktu hapus aku. jambu kan
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. den how u noe she digs me ?
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. EHHH~!!! jambu nyer la dia!!!
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. muakhakha
biarkan waktu hapus aku. HAHAHA
biarkan waktu hapus aku. tk baik
biarkan waktu hapus aku. tau la dia lagi jambu
biarkan waktu hapus aku. sape la aku biarkan waktu hapus aku. kecikkk hati aku
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. mukhakahkha..
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. stop it eh
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. eh tell me all abt it man
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. i wanna noe
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. mukakahkah.. excitedddd
biarkan waktu hapus aku. da takpe
biarkan waktu hapus aku. lupakan
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. yes i am!
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. alah..
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. cepat ar bilang...
biarkan waktu hapus aku. no.
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. k fine..
biarkan waktu hapus aku. lol
biarkan waktu hapus aku. but....u excite tak?
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. uhuh la
biarkan waktu hapus aku. asal eh
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. nk tau jer
biarkan waktu hapus aku. ohh
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. tk nk bilang sua
biarkan waktu hapus aku. hahaha
biarkan waktu hapus aku. funny ah u
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. asal
biarkan waktu hapus aku. shes just a passerby actly.
biarkan waktu hapus aku. just wanted u to c her biarkan waktu hapus aku. dah .
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. so all that was jus a lie la eh
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. thnx eh
biarkan waktu hapus aku. knew ud be pissed
biarkan waktu hapus aku. /hug
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. \ wateva
Ψ.كن فيكون..ŞįÐÇųظųş Ψ™ .: SoLdier oF aLLaH :. bye liar..
____________________________________________________ and so, tts how the story goes..... everybody. i still dont geddit. i mean why does he have to react tt way. well, its funny to me. but i guess... its not to him..... sorry mr. siddiq. (though i still think tts its still funny.) ooops. sorry again.
just putting up the conversation here to know about other people's opinions. and Sid, if youre reading this, I'M SORRY okay?
weeeeeeee. but then again, as if he cared. he's just too busy with projects anyways. soooooo yeah. i asked Fadhly justnow abt what he thinks. cos i think how he thinks is similar to what i think.
Steve-O-Fuck niat u gurauu.. its funny to u.. but not to him
Steve-O-Fuck alah ... diff ppl diff personality pe
biarkan waktu hapus aku. but is it funny to you?
Steve-O-Fuck well to a third party kelakar la
Steve-O-Fuck tapi kalau kena kan sakit hati
Steve-O-Fuck lagi kalau u like the girl or sumthing~
biarkan waktu hapus aku. ouch eh
Steve-O-Fuck hahahaha
biarkan waktu hapus aku. no what i mean is tt
biarkan waktu hapus aku. kalau u at his plc
biarkan waktu hapus aku. if i were to say last2 im jk
biarkan waktu hapus aku. will u think its funny?
Steve-O-Fuck i'll jez say.. fuck u
Steve-O-Fuck haha
and VOILA. tts what i expected frm sid too. i mean just a "fuck you!" or a ..."kurang aja punya budak!" or most to most." sial kauuuu."
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN. oooops again. and den.... ntah eh. he like macam malas wanna layan. uhmm. ok . let me rephrase tt. he really DID say tt he "malas nak layan". fuiyoh gerekkkk. tts what Prem said to the rest of the boys EVEN when hes still meet and call me and stuff.
MEMANG APE. KORANG JE YG SELALU MALAS NAK LAYAN AKU. BEST KAN.... FIRST2, KAU BUAT AKU SUKA KAU GILA BABI LEPAS TU AT LAST KORANG CAKAP NI MACAM. COOOOOL TERUSSSSSSS. RASANYA MACAM BEST GILA AHHHH SENANG CAKAP BEB.
AKU NI KAN PATUNG PE.
dah boring lepas tu boleh campak satu corner suruh duduk diam2. korang nyer perangai je ah yg aku nak kena ikut. lepas tu senang... apape boleh carik aku balik. kan? datang kalau nak menghilang.... hilang ah sampai ke mana pun aku tktau. kalau nak timbul, timbul ah balik. janji happy.
terima kasih eh banyak-banyak nak mampos?
"you're too kind for me ah intan. i dont wanna HURT you." "i can't take care of myself... what more taking care of you?"
two lines from two different person yet with the same conclusion. sigh. i should have known.
